Thirty Readers! Yay!
Posted on Apr 13, 2010 07:42:07 PM
Good evening! I am in a fantastic mood today. I just realized my readership spiked from 12 to 30! Thank you for reading what I have to say and taking an interest in me. I hope in time I come to meet all of you, and learn from you as well.
Something strange happened today. I have been struggling a little (maybe a little is an understatement) with the money issue. Some days I feel incredibly faithful… But on occasion, those days I let fear take a hold of me yank me back to reality, or at least the reality society wants me to believe. “Fear is the absence of faith”. I don’t know who said that, but I have felt the truth in every letter of that sentence.
I got a call yesterday for an Assistant Manager position at Office Max. I actually rejoiced and felt excited. Why? I am convinced a conventional job is not for me. I am convinced my dream life is out there… waiting for me.
“Why would they want me? I don’t have management experience.” I thought to myself. The inner battle begun.
I slept. I woke up. And I got ready for my interview.
2:00 pm Ring Ring
“Hello?” – Me
“Limari?” – Bob (I totally changed his name)
“Yes?” – Me again
“This is Bob from Office Max. I obviously called you for the interview. Let’s start. First I want to review your work history. So… you were a Store Manager at Guess?” – Bob
“Erm. Definitely not. Maybe you have the wrong person.” – Me, extremely confused.
“Oh…I am so sorry. I do. I-I” – Bob (was very ashamed. I could tell).
“No problem Bob. Just call the other person, O.K.? Have a great day!” – Me, (very relieved).
“Bye.” – Bob almost choked, but eventually hung up.
“Bye.”
The moral of the story (or the juju, because I believe in juju) is: Before the interview, I visualized, I prayed, I meditated and did all things possible to concentrate on what I wanted. I asked my Higher Power for guidance, since I was too concerned about money to think straight.
Isn’t it a wonderful feeling when God/The Universe/ or however you want to call it, does for you what you couldn’t do for yourself?
Here I am, on a Tuesday night, knowing that the life of my dreams is just around the corner. I can feel it. I can smell the fresh air (or the smug from NYC). I can see the people I’m shaking hands with. I can see myself taking vocal lessons from Brett Manning. I can see everything… I am captivated, because these ideas grow and live inside my self.
SUPER tiny note: I have two new videos. Check them out here on the Music page. Thanks!
Freelance Writing and, The Dream Quest
Posted on Mar 19, 2010 11:59:59 AM
Good morning world. I have the intention of writing daily on this blog, but evil forces lure me into other tasks, and I end up succumbing into not writing here.
This post is meant to be a light at the end of the tunnel for aspiring writers.
I used to have the notion that having a conventional job (meaning five days a week, eight+ hours shifts), was mandatory. Fortunately, I matured enough to realize, no one can force me into doing something I don’t want to.
If you have been following this blog, you know I quit my extremely, annoying, conventional job, two weeks ago. At first, I was terrified. Psyched, yes. But also, very scared. As a result of quitting that job, I have landed in the course of two weeks, two steady freelance writing jobs! I also have one more possible project, the ability to write on this blog as I please, and the upcoming rewriting of my first novel. It does not end there.
I had forgotten the passion that ignites inside my soul every time I play, and sing. I used to be this incredibly passionate musician, always with my guitar, or piano, singing my heart out. What happened?
I thought having a $7.50 per hour job was all I needed. I hated it…
I constantly felt lost, drained, breathless — I know now I was depriving myself of my endless capabilities as a human being. The capability of going after a dream.
My aunt recently sent me a message via Facebook. It was a casting for a local TV show here in Puerto Rico. I went. I got it. Come Sunday, I’ll be singing one of my songs in front of a camera thousands of people will be watching. You can even watch it if you live in Florida, New York, or any other state that has Univision. All because I said: “To hell with the world. I’m doing my own thing.”
Deciding to live life in my own terms has been liberating. I have trusted, I am trusting the God of my understanding to guide me every step of the way. People come along to help me from Africa, Australia, China, Canada, Kansas City…
Somehow, following my desires, and rooting for myself has brought opportunities I would have never imagined. Seizing those opportunities takes a lot of courage, but after I’m done, the second I realize I trusted myself and God completely… I feel the most joy, the hope, the love, the happiness, the peace, and the certainty that God is doing for me, what I couldn’t do for myself. Every day I drift further from the past, I become closer to my freedom. Not only because I am doing what I want, and not what is expected of me, but because I feel grateful, and happy by doing so.
Building Your Readership
Posted on Mar 12, 2010 01:16:34 PM
I went to Borders the other day and the truth sunk in — Thousands upon thousands of books stacked up. How will mine ever get found? When I finish it, find an agent, and publish it, of course.
One word: Networking.
I had the misconception that writing was a solo career. On the contrary, the more people you interact with, the more chances you have at success. People, like me, constantly compare each other with renowned authors, and try hard to discover their formula. The truth is, there is none.
Sure, there are tons of resourceful books, and websites on how to become a polished writer, but no one will guarantee your success. You have to guarantee your own success, and even if you fail numerous times, never give up. How bad do you want it?
I used to have a social media phobia. When I saw the movie Wall-e, I thought “Great. This is the future of humanity. A lot of sickly, detached beings.” After countless hours of researching on how to become a published author, reading blogs written by literary agents, purchasing books on how to hone the craft of writing, and many other things, most people agreed on the premise that every writer needs to build their readership. “Oh, but J.K. Rowling didn’t do that.” “What about Stephenie Meyer?” Quoting the words of the awesome Chuck Sambuchino, quoting the coolest guy on Earth, Greg Behrendt: “You are the rule. Not the exception.”
I decided to put myself out there. I have a Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Brazen Careerist, a Nerdfighters account, really silly videos on Youtube, an Inkpop account, an Authonomy account… wow, I did over come my social media phobia pretty quickly.
My point is, if you want to be a published author, or simply a writer, you will always need a readership. As a reader, I love interacting with authors, and reading their latest comments/posts. It is even better if they answer their e-mails/comments, and show some love. Everyone wants to feel important. People are the ones who make or break you in the end. They decide to give you a chance or not. In a world now linked through all sorts of media, as a writer, I discovered that squeezing myself through every corner, eventually pays off.
[UPDATE: Social networking does not exclude great writing. You can have all the followers in the world, and if you don't hone your craft... (insert ending here).]